我爱你 i love you.

Monday, November 02, 2009

This is it... Here I stand... I'm the light of the world... I feel grand..."

I'm amazed by this man. He's dead, for real but the world still wants a piece of him. This is it, i guess...

Anyways, its a new week. Nothing special happened. I heard "This is it" over the radio and i thought its nice, doesn't sound like the usual him, so i decided to DL it back home and i did.

I kept dreaming at my desk, nearly dozing off. HA! While looking at my organiser, i realised i've spent $200 over the weekend. I went for teeth polishing and had to do a filling, $151 flew away, then i itchy butt, bought a top at Levis coz it was having sale, another $50 fly, omg, i spent another $40 online shopping... Damn it, i spent $241 over the weekend.............................. O MAN! I am doomed...

:)

In a upbeat mood, anticipating so much... 就是这样的感觉... 一切不再是虚拟的世界而是切切实实的创造... 一个人可以有上千，上万的梦想，但只要能够实现一个，就已经足够了...

♥11:12 PM

Sunday, November 01, 2009

Yet another week and its already Novemeber now. How quick time passes by when you didn't take any notice of it and yes, its true when they say, once you turn 21, everything seems to move so fast. I'm already feeling it.

Its been what? 6 months after graduation. Yup, its so hard to stop saying i'm a student, everyone is still asking whether you are still a student. HA! I wish i am but unable to. Give me 2 years k. :)

I've worked for 2 companies now, still sticking to the 2nd one. HAhA! The first was really just one to tide me over, coz i was running out of money. I'm glad i'm in my current one, i've had more fun than any jobs, and its only been 2 months. Although it can be frustrating sometimes not knowing the environment, not knowing the job, not knowing my responsibility, but i guess this is only the beginning. The most important thing is to really enjoy the moment.

I hate the fact that i still gonna see that bitch from IAP, and hearing all those nasty things she said and did makes me feel like kicking her ass but it really doesn't matter. I'm not going to a petty ass criticizing her because i'm better and bigger than her. For one thing that i'm very sure of, I have more time than her to play, i will do better than her, I'll BE better than her. I'm not gonna be a bitch making a living hell out of the people who works for her, just that, i know i'm better. WAHA! Anyway, she is only a teeny weeny thing in my life, been there, done that and already gotten over. :D This is my time not hers! Chey!

I've been spending quite a bit of money recently. Unnecessary monies, i will be doing a lot of saving ups, there's just too many things to fulfill in 2010, and money is very important. Its time to STOP my spending, so pardon me when i say i dun want to do or go extravagant things or places.

Life is different now. Half a year ago, TR01 still exists, and i'm still fussing over the reports, and my deary sister is still always around randomly telling me things. Now, TRo1 has gone its separate ways, no more tedious report-writing, and definitely no more sister ting randomly asking me out for lunch. Hai...

We are all growing up, aren't we?

I met up with Liang Chai, Wyman and Terry the other night, it has been so long since we had a supper together talking craps, although Terry was talking about his FYP which he is so stressed up about. But its still nice to meet up, its really nice...

Well... Life is full of wonders...

Eddie and Me, sounds weird when i typed his name out. We've been together for almost 3 years now... How fast right? Its been a rather rough year coz of his beloved Civic, much has been splurged and now he's working to cover those holes. I'm hoping that at the end of 2009, those holes can be properly covered. Its sometimes tiring to see him slogging for hard just to pay off those things which well, in real life means really nothing. I wanna help but there's only so much i can do.

I hope 2010 will be an awesome year for us, we have lots of planning to do. Yes, plenty... And you'll see and hear about it all. I'm positive.

To Life!

I look forward to life...

Its so nice to think about nothing and just smile because there are so many things that this amazing world can bring to you...

Thank you for letting me be me, thank you for letting life be such an adventure...

Behold...

♥11:48 PM

Thursday, October 29, 2009

My days in Macau were GREAT! Although i knew i was gonna have a tough time coz it is my period week.
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Well, putting that aside, Jesscy and i met up early tuesday morning and took our Tiger Airways flight straight to Macau, just for you info, that pilot dunno how to fly, i wanted to vomit the whole journey and yes, because its budget airline, they dun serve food, we need to buy them, and i nearly fainted with no food and water.

When we reached Macau, we immediately checked into our hotel which i was really impressed with, then headed to Venetian (MUST-VISIT), to check our pavilion. Sadly, nothing much was up, so after checking what we could, we headed off for a good exploration.

Yes, we believed wad the hotel staff said, we walked all the way to Guan Ye Jie, which took us like half an hour because we dunno the direction.... GOSH!

Jesscy wanted to try portugese food because Macau was once a colony of Portugal, and we did but it was pretty disappointing. HA!

We shopped for all the local bring-home snacks that night. HA!

2nd day, check booth and set up day.

Sat around and wait for our exhibitors to come. It was the most tiring day, when the exhibitors came, we nearly fainted, attending to all of them at once, we left only at 8pm, straight 12 hours work. :(

So, the tired us never went too far, we walked around Venetian itself. :) Awesome tour, i love it!

Its just too bad, otherwise, we'll stay in Venetian, its really an ex hotel.

3rd day in Macau, first day of show, 2 of us went to Venetian on cab.

Nothing much for show days, just need to make show no problem with booths and we be there if anything happens.

Knocked off around 8pm again, but we decided to head to Macau City, Da San Ba Jie.

LOTS of THINGS to SHOP! Its like Singapore's Bugis Street. HAHAHAH!!!

We follow their traditon, eat in the kopitiam = cha can ting, my dish was YUM YUM!

St Paul's is a must visit when u r in Macau. It was a catherdral i think, but was burnt down leaving only the facade. Amazing sight.

4th day in Macau, breakfast became even more simpler...

This is a korean exhibitor, its all chocolate... OMG!

We were given Zaia tix. If i'm a rich tourist staying in Venetian, i would go watch this show. We got the best tix, 2nd row to stage, that kind of seat cost around HKD788. HA! We were lucky. The show was great! The performers all really pro!

After the show, balloons came falling down, and i grabbed 1 but then after that, i left it in the NaRaya shop when we happily shopped all the way... :(

5th day in Macau, no appetite liao le lah...

Its also the last day of the show. Jesscy and i took photos. :D

There were actually a lot more things that happened but i'm too tired to write them all out but just 1 simple sentence, Macau is really fun. I can't wait to go again and this time round, i wanna really have enough time to go everywhere!!!!

GOOD NIGHT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

PS: After return from Macau, I have been feeling really tired... Everyday!

♥11:20 PM

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

I have quite some stuff to blog about but there are too many photos so give me some time. :D

♥11:27 PM

Monday, October 19, 2009

Just a short post. I spent my weekend fulfillingly. Darling and I went to Toyota and Honda to test cars and see cars. Well, it may just turn out the same, we may not sell Civic because i realised Darling really loves this car. Besides himself and me, i think he spent the most on Civic. I shall not force him to do something which he is unwilling to do. He won't snatch wad i like away, likewise, will i.

I bought 2 jeans, 1 no brand and 1 levis. Happy. Nothing much le.

This weekend was great. Thank you darling.

Flying off to a far away land... Never felt this way before... I'm starting to feel you for the rest of my life... Its no longer a game, no more childish talks, no more may be, this is where we begin carving our path together as one...

Thank you...

♥11:28 PM

Its Monday morning. I woke up and felt really tired. I'd spent my weekend fulfillingly.

As most would have known, i've got a new job, its been more than 1 month, close to 2 months that i'm here. So far, i feel, i'm still floating around. I'm doing things which are not really important but important in someway.

I feel a little screwed up sometimes because there's no one to ask since everyone is doing their own different thing. The people here are not as active as the ones i had worked with before. This is really when i feel i am really young. Despite the fact that i have that kind of mature mindset and i will always try to accommodate to pple, this time round, i think i'm too surrounded by older pple, mature thinking, and a lot of negativity. I don't like this kind of feeling.

Its not very easy to keep your mind on the right track with this sort of atmosphere. And, i made myself keep rather quiet because many times, its hard to get into their convo. Well, i'll still try, i want this job to last last long long and be satisfying in anyways. :D

Ahhhh.... So tired....

On a positive note, this is really a good place to open up my life, my experience... MuAcks!

♥9:13 AM

Monday, October 12, 2009

Another weekend swiftly went by, but this is one of the best weekends i've had this year. Said many times previously, its been a pretty high and low ride for darling and i, we've been having big and small hiccups here and there and i really really really appreciate a weekend like that.

Haven't really took time out to doll up myself when meeting up with Darling, every weekend seems so boring to me but last weekend, i decided to doll up a little to make myself happier and make him appreciate me more. Heee~~~ BhB!

We didn't go anywhere special just a marvellous dinner at Kinsashi City Sq, for an awesome Japanese meal and i really really love their Ramen and Sushi!

Then we walked around a little bit, and then headed back home. Yes, simple simple night.

Sunday morning was so so cooling and i was hugging darling tight tight in bed, heee~~~ Then, we went for breakfast at BAH KUT TEH!!!!!!!!!! OMG! I think we haven't been there for 2 entire months! The fragrance of the soup is so drooling............................... HAHAHA!!! To add on with garlic, red hot chilli and dark soya sauce, omg, the Bah Kut Teh is heavenly..... HAHAHAHA!!! That's how great the Bah Kut Teh from Kulai is. Ho!

Darling drove me home, and i watched a bit of TV and headed for an afternoon nap. Got up and prepared to go out again. Its STOMP09!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its my 1st time watching a show at the Esplanade, although i've been in the theatre a few times but never watched a performance. I was so excited and Darling was excited too but he kept complaining that he's tired. :(

We took many many photos outside Esplanade while waiting for 7pm.

The show was just marvellous. They were so PRO! The dancesteps, the sound coordination, the humorous stunts, just can't get enough of it. When it was ending, no one wants to leave and they even involved the audience into the clapping coordination. Gosh... And the best thing, we were at the 2nd Row, so so so near them! The best thing of all, my lovely darling is sitting beside me. :D

But on the way back, because i totally forgot the way to MRT, Darling kept complaining that he's tired and i made him walk everywhere. I was so pissed off that i dun even want to talk to him at all. I mean, come on, i made the effort to buy the tix of your fave performers, and spent all these while making you happy, just because you are tired you want to throw tantrum at me, its not fair at all. I already said we can take cab home or take bus but he refused to give a definite answer and give me shit. I was so damn pissed off.
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But i didn't want to quarrel with him, i just walk off on my own.
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Then darling did the most romantic thing ever............... He came over on my right hand side (He always held my right hand), then pretend to accidentally brushed his hand against mine, then pretentiously but with 100% purpose, held my hand... Heeeeee~~~ Totally love that kind of feeling when he holds my hand tightly. U know, the sense of security.
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HAHA!

And there, that's my Simple & Sweet Weekend. 3 years down and the love is still going strong... There's no "I hate you", there's no "I won't go through this with you", there's no "leaving you in lurch", there's just, 牵着彼此的手，白头偕老...

I'm glad I have him. 当一切归零，我知道，万事还有你。

PS: Flying for Macau next Tuesday until Sunday. Hai... Another weekend no more for Darling and me. :(

♥10:42 PM

Tuesday, October 06, 2009

常常有人问道：“为什么你的选择是这样？”， “怎么找不到更好的？”，“他的程度在哪里？”

但我会反问回：“我的选择有错吗？”，“什么是更好呢？”，“他的技能胜于程度。”

有时候，觉得很累，不知道这条路走的对不对，不知道走的值不值得... 有时真的累了，不想走了...

可是三年了，这三年不长也不短，虽然有起伏但从没威胁过我们的坚持... 从一开始的学生生涯，到现在现实的逼迫... 我们都走来了...

庆幸的是，我们从没放弃彼此，从未打消我们四年前的计划...

泪水流过，欢笑有过... 我们还是从前的我们... 梦想正在慢慢展开，慢慢写下我们两人的故事...

会很艰难，会有很多风雨，但我们会牵着彼此的手，缓缓地朝我们的目标迈进...

不再是空说，是开始...

别再白眼对待，给我们一些些鼓励... 一点就好...

Just the two of us, with nothing but each other... Taking on this cruel world, battling our way through... Regardless of what will happen in the future, we will take in on with full force... Come what may...

Because I know I am not alone...

♥12:09 PM